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I walk down the street, Holding my parents' hands. We walk for about eightteen minutes, One minute for each year. They then let go, And after a while, I walk straight, Until I stumble across, The Maze Of Life. I step inside, In over my head, And unprepared. I make turn after turn, Thinking of what's around the corner, But all I see, Is that same colored, Ten-foot tall, Hedge. I turned corner after corner, Until we bumped into each other. We both apologized at the same time, And both chuckled. I put out my hand, With a smile, And you held it perfectly, Smiling back. We walked together, Hand in hand, And had a fantas

Standing. I look out my window, but everything is blurred by anger and hurt. Finally, after infinite minutes, I give in, my cheeks a salty river and I drown. I collapse myself into my bed, my sobs feel louder than the world. I start to scream, to pound on my bed. I can't, can't, CAN'T be without letting of my pain, even if it will be a private mourning. The ritual of silence is over.

Hot water of pain burns at my eyes, soaking them but thankfully not my cheeks. At least not in front of Ray. Though, I'd might as well, he's only some feet away, some feet too far.. Or too close. My walk develops into a run. I feel my long blonde ribbons fly behind me, weighing me down, but still lifting a youthful part of me. I pass a hallway, another, another, until I realize that I'm alone, my only friends are the echoe of my escape. I find the exit door, sprinting into a nameless, yet familiar, bus setting, throwing my body into an empty seat, and curling into a ball of shame, my eyes still sting. But today, I'm t

I hope that this time I've said the right thing. But it's true. He didn't ever, doesn't ever, deserve her! She's more beautiful than her name, kick-ass too, not to mention lively and bright, her gorgeous rebel self. She doesn't say anything for awhile, but her eyes glow and retract in deep relief. She walks closer to me, slowly, too slowly it seems, and wraps her arms around my shoulders, slightly brushing my long hair, as she rests her cheek on my right side. She whispers, her breath teasing my neck with cool sensation, "I'm not ready for another relationship right now, but when I am, I hope you know that I can't deal

Every day, I look in the mirror, And see the same old, Same old, Me. Just Me. But today, I saw something completely different, And tears fell. I stepped in front of that piece of glass, And saw a monster. It had colossal fangs, Clothed in the blood of the innocent, And in its hands were the hearts, Of every other girl, I've ever met. It was staring back at me, With pitch-black eyes, And an evil, Vile, Smirk right under them. I was shocked, But I knew it was true. And even though I denied it, It only taunted me, By smashing each heart, With a hammer, Reminding me of my past. And that's when I realized, It didn't re

I lay on my bed, Staring at my ceiling, Covered with pictures, That I drew for you. I'm thinking, About all the wrong things I did, And the ways, That they are unforgettable. I lied, Yes, I remember. I did love you, That wasn't a lie. It was just that. Lying. I never actually did anything, Yes, I know. We loved one another, But neither asked the other. I was lost, Yes, I still am. I can't stop thinking of my mistakes, And the ways, I could've changed everything. Everything I've done, Is not enough to make me hurt myself, But it's still enough, To hurt. Hurt leaves a mark, A scar, A memory. And you can't forget

I'm at home, Going through our old picture books, From yearbooks, To books we crafted ourselves. Every page, I see us, Just smiling, Hugging, All you would think, Lovebirds actually do. But when I got to the last page, We were hugging, And you had a plane ticket, And a tear on your cheek. Both of our eyes were closed, And our parents were trying to pull us apart. And even now, They are telling me, To give up. But I Won't. Trust Me, I'd spend my college fund, Which I've been saving since I was six, On a plane ticket, And countless gifts, To display how much I've missed you. Trust Me, If I couldn't get a ticket, I'd

When you're sitting in a lit room, You feel renewed, Don't you? Do you also feel, Refreshed? Alive? That you don't need me? Yes, I Am Darkness, But am I scary? Do you believe I will hurt you? Well, Lets find out shall we? The lights flicker, And you panic, Reaching for the doorknob. But sadly for you, The door is locked. FLASH. That was the last piece of light you had, And now you're crying. You can feel arms on your shoulders, Slowly pulling you off the floor. You cry even harder, Until, You feel my warm embrace. Trust Me, You May Be Blind, But That Doesn't Mean You're Alone. You're Eyes Will Eventually Adjust,

Every Morning, I wake up, And think of how much, I want to hold you. Whether because I'm hurt, Or perfectly fine, I need one, Just like everyone else. Hug me 'til I'm done. Hug me 'til I can feel my heart, Rebuild itself. Don't You see? Your hugs, Are like heaven to me. I feel fully healed, Relaxed, And that I'm desired. I bet you feel that way too, So why must we hesitate? Get close, And hold me, Even if, I die in your arms. I need your love, Like every heart, Needs a beat.

There You Are, Higher Than The Sky, Feeling The Best You Can Be. Every Day, You Feel On Top Of The World, And Ready To Take Whatever Comes Your Way. But Sometimes, You Just Can't. You Cry And Cry, Hoping That Someone Will Listen, But Because You Are So High, You Can Barely Be Heard. But I Hear You. That's Why I Love The Rain. I Love You, And I Guess, It's The Only Way I Can Truly Connect With You, With Your Tears. Every Time You Do, People Walk In Your Tears, With Umbrellas, Hoping To Not Be Affected By You. But I, Grab As Many Jars As I Can, And Run To The Hill. The Hill Where We First Met. I Place Them Perfectly,